#MENDOZAAAAAAA NO FALTA NADAAA!!! ~

No pegar una en todo el fin de semana.. BIEN EH! (Y)

"Everything Sucks.. Might aswell find something to Smile about"

Y como toda fanática de las series, me acuerdo patente ésa cita de Dr. House en un capítulo.. "Todo apesta,.. Más vale encontrar una razón por la cual sonreir" .. Y como dije anteriormente, yo al final la encontré.
¿Cómo describo con palabras la emoción que me agarra al despertar, y saber que tengo mensajes tuyos esperando a ser leídos en mi celular?, y los escalosfríos de los buenos que me provoca leerlos e imaginarme cada palabra que tengo el agrado de leer.. ¿Cómo te explico lo inquietas que se ponen las mariposas en mi estómago con solo imaginar tu sonrisa cada mañana?.. Y lo mucho que me brillan los ojitos cuando después de tener un largo día, finalmente te puedo ver a la noche..
Siempre dije, y voy a seguir diciendo, que no sirvo para éste tipo de cosas.. Expresarme me cuesta más de lo que alguien podría imaginar.. Y aunque a veces parezca todo lo contrario, cuando pienso en vos tengo un desorden de palabras en mi cabeza, y me encuentro incapaz de ordenarlas para formar una simple frase coherente.
Te convertiste en tanto, en tan poco tiempo, que no podría imaginar que sería de la vida de los dos en un tiempito más.. Y aunque pudiera, prefiero vivir el día a día y que sigas provocando en mi  todo el bien que me venís trayendo, y toda la felicidad que me haces sentir a cada minuto.
Que el destino lo maneje la suerte, pero agradecería con la vida que estuvieras en él .

#Blue and Happy at the same time ..~

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Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'

She breaks down - breaks down

Going through the motions and holding onto hopes

and her dreams now - somehow

Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.

Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way

If you leave now - I'll drown

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?

So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Will you, will you be here tomorrow?

So Will You, you remember yesterday?

And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.
Where did you go, 'cause you're not gone.
Everyone knows there's something's wrong.
The wires are cut, and I'm alone

I know we're getting closer.
I know you're coming back for me this time.
This time.

And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
It's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye
But it's okay, there's always another day.

Your voice comes in and now it's fading.
I can't believe this is so frustrating.
'Cause you never seem to understand
And you let me slip straight through your hands
How does it feel to be alone?

I know we're getting closer.
I know you're coming back for me this time.
This time.
And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
It's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye
But it's okay, there's always another day.

 
If you ever find what you were looking for.
I will be waiting there.
I will be there.

And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
It's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye
But it's okay, there's always another day.

No he dejado de extrañarte, en mi mente siempre estas
Es inutil olvidarte, sin ti ya nada es igual
Y el vacio en mi interior, solo crece absorbiendo el dolor
Como duele decir Adios

Hoy vas con rumbo hacia ningun lugar
Y te puedo encontrar
Brillando en el cielo cuando el sol no esta
En noches sin final
Me pierdo, y el tiempo que pasa en silencio
Me recuerda que soy yo quien muere
Al momento en que te vas

Y tengo que confesar que extraño tu forma de hablar
Que las noches son mas frias en la cruda soledad
Que tu ausencia me envenena el alma, duele respirar
Sabiendo que ya no estas

Hoy vas con rumbo hacia ningun lugar
Y te puedo encontrar
Brillando en el cielo cuando el sol no esta
En noches sin final
Me pierdo, y el tiempo que pasa en silencio
Me recuerda que soy yo quien muere
Al momento en que te vas

When I'm lying in your bed
Play the motions through my head
You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking...
And I have reasons to believe that
I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...

You say, you're weak,
You won't let me down,
You won't let me down.
You lie through your teeth,
You smile in your sleep,
You smile in your sleep.

When we met
You said we were the same,
You know that we're different, we're different,
And all the times you promised me that
Everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken

You say, you're weak,
You won't let me down,
You won't let me down.
You lie through your teeth,
You smile in your sleep,
You smile in your sleep.

You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie
You lie through your teeth
You won't let me down,
You lie, I deserve better than this

I dream of steel. Maroon and warm,
Your end (your end), your end (your end)
You gasp for air.
I'll see this through, I'll see through you,
Your pale (your pale), your pale (your pale),
Your pale blue eyes.

When you're lying in your bed,
Your eulogy's been read
You know that it's fitting, you lie.

You say, you're weak,
You won't let me down,
You won't let me down.
You lie through your teeth,
You smile in your sleep,
You smile in your sleep.

You smile, you smile, you smile, you smile
I deserve better than this

#Esperar.. Desesperar .~

Y el tiempo sigue corriendo, y me llena aún más de preguntas... Y yo sigo esperando que regreses, a acabar con ellas .~

"I'm going away for a while, but I'll be back dont try and follow me.. Cuz I'll return as soon as possible.

See I'm trying to find my place, but It might not be here where I feel safe, We all learn to make mistakes."

En éste mundo las mejores cosas estan lejos de uno mismo, ...

... Y lo peor que podemos hacer es creer que nunca las vamos a alcanzar.~

Con un poquito de tiempo y esfuerzo yo sé que lo puedo lograr.. Distancia? No conozco esa palabra.

Where are you...? Where did you go..? And why didnt you say Goodbye...? 

Is there something wrong? ..Have I said something I shouldn't?

I never thought I'd be missing you THIS much.. I never thought I would be needing you this much..

Suddenly I'm afraid..

And there's nothing I can do to make it stop. 

How am I supossed to know where you are?, No one knows anything, no one says anything. Am I the only one losing control? Feeling like something's wrong..?

I'm just hoping wherever you are, you're fine.

I'm missing my lion..

And this is exactly how I felt, when you said "I still love her" .