I'm lost without you..
But You Don't care-
It's easier for you to blame me for everything
and feel free from guilty
for what you have done-



why do i still care about you,when you dont want to know anything about me but you're complaining about everything i writte,everything i try to do to forget you and feel better..
Cuz thats the only reason why i do that...to feel better...
You Said "Leave me alone".. That ment to me that u didnt want me to know anything about you, ment to me that u wanted me to forget you.. Thats what im trying to do..even if i CANT .. CUZ I JUST CANT!! i wouldnt forget you evne if someone pays me a lot of money..
But I Try...and When i feel like i can do it..you just appear again,complaining about my stupid intention to forget you..my stupid "I FEEL BETTER" Way to pretend that im better when i'm not.asfgoirhgowtuhg

i hate myself-